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This is first time birthday in foreign and alone. Before when I birthday always hang out with my friends who would be two times birthday must alone one in the future. This year I wish that my mom happy then before. Today I go jogging and also bought six lottos which cost six dollars. I really like buy lotto because it's wish when you got six numbers that you were really wealthy. Sometime I always dreamed that I got the first prize. If it's true that I can do anything for example buy a big house, travel, TT coupl and morn I desirous anything. Ok! I done that have a great dream to myself.